time goes by...

so slowly? well, sort of, but at the same time, i feel like it's flying by at the speed of some kind of secret military aircraft (ie. really fast... lol) i haven't been to work in three weeks and i'm so bored that i can't even sleep anymore. i'm feeling much better (physically) and hope to get back to work ASAP - i need money. The move to Korea is fast approaching and i'm not ready. i've gotten rid of most everything i own, and what little i've kept is all packed up and ready for storage in a friends basement. i'm moving sometime this week, with the help of Peter and Brenda, two wonderful people that i've only met once (at a party here, a few weeks ago). They need a couch and i have one that i don't need, so they're going to take it... and in return (god, what would i do without them?) they're going to help me. i don't have a lot of stuff to move, and most of it is going to Alexia, my bed, desk, dresser, and storage stuff... everything else is gone.

anyway, i don't feel ready at all... i was supposed to be working full-time all this time, to make money to get everything ready to go... i can only hope and pray that they'll still schedule me full-time when i get back (no pun intended) to work.

i'm really excited about going, but it's also, well, scary isn't the right word...when i figure it out, i'll let you know... i'm just worried, well, not even really... it's just this whole "leaving everything you know behind" it's exciting but not at the same time, know what i mean? the countdown is at around 8 weeks, which really isn't that much... and it could be even less depending on what job i get. ... i'll be hearing from EPIK on/around july 14... then i'll know for sure... wish me luck. :)